MyLog of
9th April 2014
Why I
stopped working out at the Gym
It
has been a little rainy in the last days here in Apeldoorn, the
Netherlands. It was beautiful weather before and around 20° Celsius,
way too warm for this time of the year, correlating to the prophecy
that it will be a very early and warm spring during the War Year. I
just finished my third exam period, it was quite stressful. I try to
do my best but I cannot put myself under pressure anymore. Not too
much pressure at least. I have difficulties going to the gym, I have
some type of respiratory ailment that makes me cough and nearly wanna
puke. And I have difficulties then being normal or feeling normal.
This respiratory ailment makes it really difficult for me to do
anything at all, and I fear that I might not be fit enough when this
all comes to pass. I always see the Hollywood Superheroes as Super
Athletes with the most trained bodies. I used to trained, I am still
quite strong, but nothing compared to how I was in 2007, just after
waking up. I trained 3 times a week at the gym and built up my body
for 7 years before that. I started in 2000 and stopped in 2007. I
could bench press 112.5 kg. I had a good strong body. And after
waking up I wanted to prepare myself for the coming End Times battle
of Armageddon. I went out jogging made special training courses in
the forests, I meditated every day and then I trained 3 times a week
at the gym. Once I while I was in transmedial contact with the soul
or second self of Dr. Greer he actually gave me some potions in tiny
bottles. I drank them and I felt the potion go down my throat and
into my stomach. And it gave me energy. I too heavy weights and
trained my arms to hold a sword. It was incredible training. I even
saw my eyes flashing in yellow. And even other people around me saw
how determined I was and what type of exercises I was doing. I
trained for over 3 hours straight and did not feel tired at all, but
energized. With the vials of energy gave me incredible endurance and
strength, and they were given to me from Dr. Greer, actually the
double soul of him. I have the ability to talk to anyone this way. I
it is another form of communication. It is one way. The person that I
talk to in the other realm does not know that I am talking to him. In
this way he is protected from the harsh reality that I have to
endure. I communicated with many entities, real entities from the
other world. Good, bad, demons, angels, spirits, women, men, aliens
and much more.
Why
I had to quit training? My situation was deteriorating. I was being
attacked by Kali over and over again. And when I tried training again
for my body she attacked me and I nearly lost control of the weights
that I held on the bench press. It was quite dangerous so I stopped.
And after enduring the worst type of episodes in Berlin I started
smoking. So right now I am not as fit as I used to be 2007. I hardly
do any type of sports, and when I do sports I feel really tired and
weak for days, low blood pressure. I used to be very active in
sports. Jogging, Gym and Meditation. Now I live a pretty unhealthy
life. Smoke like 10 roll ups a day and sometimes I smoke a jay to
open my mind to higher dimensional communiques. I always tend to see
the negative aspects of it all. Back when I was really trained and
buffed I disliked my arms and belly for not being all that perfect.
It is never good enough for me. I always see the flaws but not what I
have achieved.
I
am 31 years old and doing my third study in IBMS. I studied
mathematics for 7 years and got an intermediate diploma. I studied
conspiratorial history for 3 years, finding out the truth about the
Third Reich, 911, Holocaust, Jews and the Aryans. The true hidden
history of evil ruling this world. But again, you will never get a
job if you express your views on the truth. I found out the truth
about the world, about Kali, about Me, about Jesus Christ and his
Father. I tend to talk about him in the Third Person. It makes it
easier for me to separate myself from being him actually. And it is
easier to describe a person from the Third Person than from I
perspective. Mind because of my occultic rituals and experiences I
had a severe spiritual war and burn out in Berlin, I could not cope
with my studies and I waited for the End Times Judgement Day. My
spiritual Father could not accept his reality to hold me on and on,
and he wanted me to die actually. Because my death would mean his
freedom.
My fights
with Kali ~ The Guilt Sphere Device
Back
then while I was fighting Kali on the other world and Kali using the
people around me against me I had many episodes of me actually
fighting it out with Kali. One time I was on this bed, paralysed. And
she had a sphere device I her hand that she then thrusted inside my
head. The device was a mind changer and re-programmer. She told me:
“It is all your fault! Everything that went wrong is your fault.”
and the device changed my thoughts and beliefs and I actually started
believing that it was all my fault.
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| Spherical device to program my mind with guilt. |
Everything
that Kali did, all the evil things, torture, pain, war, anguish,
grievances and much more, actually genocide, mass murder, and all the
bad things in the book she did. And she used that sphere of control
to instill in me guilt beyond words. And I believed it. I felt my
thoughts change with the device that was thrusted in my head. It was
a higher dimensional technological spherical device. That you could
use to make anybody believe that he or she did the wrong things.
Actually she was giving me the blame for all the evil deeds that she
did. By giving me the blame and guilt she washed herself clean, and
by doing this she was keeping me under control. I had to feel this to
see how it worked. Then I broke free. Took the spherical device and
started to hunt her down. I fought her on so many occasions it is
incredible. I always tended to kill her.
But
one of the versions that we had, we actually healed. She was named
Kali, then the healed child or young girl was called Kia, like the
motor company. And it is an acronym for Killed in Action, to honour
all those that died in this countless wars for control and sacrifices
of souls. She was spiritually a small part of the larger sick Kali
entity. She was healed and cleansed. Kali's spirit was represented in
this world by Communist China, and Kia was represented by South
Korea. That is why the South Koreans have such a fascination with the
Queen of Blades of the PC game Starcraft, well according to my
spiritual insights and beliefs ^^. Kia then grew up and her name
changed to Kiara. She was taught on everything, what she was and why
she did what she did while she was damaged or ill. She is part of the
natural hierarchy of the Celestial Nobility. That is why one of the
Kalis was healed. The rest of the Kalis will be swept away at the End
of Times. Kiara actually visited me some days ago. A beautiful young
woman, growing up to be a fine member of the team. My episodes go
about preparation and sometimes about all out war. Mostly I destroy
the entities or enemies of God and then I resurrect them in another
episode.
One
of the ETs that I saw looked like the Jem Haddar from Star Trek DS9.
As in the series this Race of Beings was raised to wage war. I had
this episode when they visited me. 3 of them were in my room. Very
scary looking. Bred for war. They had no female counterparts. And
they were very curious. As was their nature to always look and
understand the situation. They looked at me and gave each other
glances and started studying me in their characteristic way. I sensed
warm and love for them actually, being who they are. They looked like
the Jem Hadar of Star Trek Deep Space 9 but had opalic eyes actually.
They looked way more fearsome in real life. A entire race bred for
war.
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| Jem Hadar race bred for war (Star Trek DS9) |
I
told them that they no longer would lead or got to wars that the war
ended and that they will get a surprise. We went out into space,
where many space ships where and I saw from afar large colony ships
arriving. And the Headmaster of these Jem Hadar Warriors went to
these ships and looked inside. Inside these ships were hundreds of
thousands of Jem Hadar Women, all being kept in stasis. They looked
and then started waking up. In the next episode I saw these women go
around and meet their male counterparts. Mind these men have never
had a woman in their entire existence. They were rewarded with their
natural counterparts and freed from ever having to lead wars again. I
saw then with my third eye on a planet how the Jem Hadar then lived
their lives, with their women, having children and living at peace.
Knowing fully well what life was meant to be. I saw this very quickly
passing by. This was an episode where I did not discarded an entire
race simply because they were designed to wage war, but they were
complemented with their natural female counterparts and were led to
live a peaceful life on another planet.
Sometimes
I speak also to my spiritual mother. Well the female counterpart of
God, my spiritual Father. And she says then that she is doing her
best to make me feel better down here and that it is very difficult
to tell the truth to the people. We agreed that we cannot tell the
truth to the people without it damaging the people or minds of the
people. Yes even written texts can really damage you. Just read the
book on WW2, Hellstorm the Death of Nazi Germany. And you will know
how damaging books can be. So it had to be story written down that
does not damage the minds of the people. Anyhow this was just another
episode with my spiritual mother, or Mother Goddess.
In
another episode where I was being controlled by Kali, I was led
outside by her actually, and went to the Döner shop. I had just lost
the power over the Web Control Device. Kali won against me and she
repossessed the people. This was another episode where I led her to
believe that she won, to make us learn another lesson. I went to the
Döner shop in Moabit, Berlin (Waldstraße) and I saw the young Turks
sitting there and I saw in their faces that they were splitted up.
One side controlled by a different entity and the other side
controlled by them. It was sad. I had lost the battle against Kali,
and she again could control the minds of the people. I was led to the
Döner shop and there were 5 adult turks all sitting down. This was
actually a test by Kali on me. There was an elderly woman who also
sat down on a chair. And I had to order a Döner. Kali wanted me to
order the exact things that she wanted me to order to test if I still
was under her control. And I said: “I want a Döner with garlic and
spicy sauce. Immediately all 5 turks stood up under the command of
the elderly woman who was under possession from Kali, and they were
about to attack me until Kali and the elderly woman took them back.
This was just another test. She figure that I was not a danger to her
so long as I did not do anything out of the ordinary. Although many
times this did not go well. This was just one of the many episodes
that I endured in Berlin.
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